Ok firstly, i want to apologise for not updating religiously. The stress and pressure i have in school is really taking a toll on me. It's kind of hard for me to take a breather from all the assignments. Just when i thought i could start my mini online business, the ever-increasing pile of school work prevents me from doing so. Maybe i could if i have good time management but obviously i'm not someone who can handle time really well so i guess i can only take one step at a time. I must keep the faith right?

Sometimes i wish i could be a better student, so that i won't do things at the eleventh hour and once in a while screw my work up. Sometimes i wish i could be better friend, so that i could understand my friends better and be their shoulder whenever they need someone to lean on. Sometimes i wish i could be a better daughter, so that i don't piss my parents off and make them misunderstood me even more. Sometimes i wish i could a better sister, so that i could understand my brother and help him shoulder some of his unhappiness. Sometimes i wish i could be a better girlfriend, so that i could please him every now and then. Sometimes i wish i could... Sometimes i wish i could... Sometimes i wish i could... I always have so many sometimes-i-wish moments, but i just don't seem to be able to accomplish any of them. I feel sad for myself sometimes.

On a brighter note, i have smoother hair now! Ok i know it's totally random but still... Thanks to herbal (It's nice smelling!) conditioner that i used daily, i have really nice smelling and smoother hair! And the teachers at the Childcare Centre said i slimmed down. Niceeeee. I bet when Jack sees this, he will be like 'Yeah right, still chubby/fat as usual.' But whatever it is, i'm still a happy girl, not. Anyway daddy's favourite phrase or rather sentence is: Fat.Lump.Of.Cheese. He always say that when he sees fat people, very mean right?! But it's hilarious at the same time. He also added that one day i will join their fat league. Hmmm maybe?

Alright i shall sign off now, need to do up some readings and i'll prepare for snooze time! Goodnight earthlings. Have a splendid day :)

Howdy peeps. I'm currently having my one week break now because there's this Red Camp thing going on now in my school. The camp was organized for the Secondary 4 and 5s students who are interested in studying at Ngee Ann. Well thanks to them, i can have a break. Awesome shitzzz.

I personally feel that short break is so fulfilling to me because i'm doing something i love: D.I.Y stuffs! It wasn't a one two day thing, actually i love doing handmade stuffs since i was a little girl but i never really take them seriously, it was more like a hobby instead. But one of my school's module sort of inspired me to take this hobby seriously, We were told by Shai to do picture frames using CD jewel cases, CD paper cases and big letter envelopes. Many ideas came to my mind and once i started on them, i could not stop! I'm practically addicted to them and i'm doing like 1-2 frames per day. How crazy can that be. It's not a cheap hobby either, the materials i used are rather costly especially since i'm using laces and countless of buttons. But i'm thinking of starting a mini online business with these. And if i really succeed, i would want to sell photo frames, designed CD jewel cases and handmade cards. Well i'm not very sure who will buy this type of stuffs online, but i guess i got to try my luck. Even if i failed it, but at least i know i've tried right? So wish me the best of luck. Actually i'm doing samples now so that if i would want to sell stuffs online, people will more or less know my kind of style and how the stuffs look like. So i'm working hard now!

Oh well, i should get some sleep already and i'll continue with my frames and all later in the afternoon! Can't wait :DDDD



P.S Do you think people will buy my CD jewel cases, cards and photo frames?

 
I'm having my period now urgh, always dreading this time of the month. It's so troublesome and gross and it feels like i'm always in a Tsunami 24/7 for that period of time. No kidding, haha. Anyway on a brighter not, i got a new haircut, again. Yes i know, the last time i cut was around three weeks ago but that haircut was kind of screwed up because my hair were like here and there. Haha if you get what i mean. And i'm loving my new hairstyle! My head feels so much lighter and neater. Jack says it looks nicer :P Whoo i'm a happy birdy now! Wanna see my new haircut??
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So how is my new haircut? Nice no? Anyway i'm currently working on my lesson plans now and yes i'm progressing! But i've got to prepare some play dough for friday's Creative Arts tutorial. Looking forward to Cayc tutorial but not the preparation of the play dough. So many things to do, so little time. How i wish a day has 48hours instead of just 24hours. 24hours is never enough, never ever enough! Oh well. Right i need to continue on my work now, urghhh. How i wish i can get all these over and done with, right now now now now now. Good-de-bye. 

Jack just complained about my boring blog so here i am. Nothing much has been happening other than the fact that school has reopened, so far so good. But the assignments are coming in already, more of individual work rather than group work. Whatever it is, i must do it good. In case you are wondering what assignments does an Early Childhood Education student has, here is a glimpse of it:

1. Two Visual Arts lesson plans, due week 4.
2. Play Arts essay, due week 5.
3. Children's storybook review, due week 7.
4. Two evaluation Visual Arts papers, due week 13.
5. Checklist for Child Development: Theory to Practice, i don't know when is it due, all i know is i must get it done!
6. Discussion on visit to Singapore Art Museum in MEL, due 20th november.
7. Facebook discussion on art piece or sculpture, due 18 december.

Oh well, so far that is all i've got. Little no? I just hope i'll be really organised so that i won't freak out at the very last minute. Did you know that my lesson plans have to be carried out during my attachment? It's like i'm in charge of a class and i've got to teach them and my mentor or field supervisor will be there evaluating me. Sounds mean huh? I told that to mommy and she said," Welcome to the education field, from today onwards, you'll be doing this 24/7!" Mommy's a teacher too, so she fully understands whatever i'm going through now. Teaching's all about reflecting, evaluating and doing up lesson plans after lesson plans. Cruel reality, yikes. But i must face all these bravely right? Because i chose this path myself. I will not give up, i will not become a loser, i'll be a warriorrrrrr. Hahah ok that's totally gay shiat. Shiat is the new word for me and Jack. It's the brother-sister thang ok?! Teehee :P

Anyway here are the photos of my Singapore Art Museum trip i had with my classmates, field trips to Kids Amaze and my birthday photos (I know it's super outdated, but better than nothing right???!!!)


I know the photos are kind of boring but Jack (Yes, my complain-y brother) says my blog is boring because there aren't any photographs. Oh wait, is it him who said that or Suzhen? Who cares man. But the photos did do some magic to my boring blog right? Say yes! Haha ok i shall end it here, toodles!

 
Oh my god, can you believe it? School's starting in less than 24hours. I hope this semester will be a good one, i really hope so! Although i'm kind of dreading school because of the travelling time but i get to see my classmates again! To be honest, i miss sitting together with friends in lecture halls and copying notes together or eating at Alumni during lunch breaks. So i'm having mixed feelings now. Oh man holidays ended too pass already, how i wish it was longer.

Got to sleep early tonight, if not i can't wake up tomorrow. Toodles! Sorry for the short entry, again.